SCOTT WEILAND On Being Sober: 'Being Clean Is Actually Being Closer To The Edge'
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Scott Weiland spoke to the Las Vegas Review-Journal
VELVET REVOLVER frontman Scott Weiland spoke to the Las Vegas Review-Journal ahead of the band's appearance New Year's Eve at Vegas' Hard Rock Hotel. Several excerpts from the interview follow:
On his approach to living life:
"My
life is amazing. I'd say I'm pretty well-grounded. But still, I am who
I am — I have my right foot firmly planted in reality, but my left foot
is always hanging over the precipice. But that's the way I like it.
"That's
how I keep my edge. I would never want to become boring, because that
would make me like every other boring, lazy sod. And I would fear that
would take away my ability to write good songs."
On being sober:
"You
definitely don't need to ingest major quantities of narcotics or
alcohol to write good songs. In fact, my last few years of my
narcotic-mix adventures, it became increasingly harder to tap into that
cosmic musical stream of consciousness.
"After a while, drugs
are just like a big, wet blanket that sort of keeps you from feeling
the raw emotion of the music. So in a sense, being clean is actually
being closer to the edge."
On taking drugs to self-medicate his bipolar condition:
"Having
bipolar condition is enough of a problem all in itself, but it's also a
blessing in dealing with being an artist. And that's enough of a roller
coaster ride. It keeps life on the edge.
"I can go through a
period of time where I'm completely stable, and I don't have any idea
when I'm gonna flip out. And it can happen during a show, and it has
happened.
"Those are a lot of the reasons I self-medicated (for)
so long. I've probably taken more narcotics than a small country has.
It's weird, 'cause I don't know why I'm still here today. Things that
kill other people don't kill me. Despite everything, I'm a survivor. I
can only suppose I possess the kind of mentality and psychological
makeup that I can handle it. I guess I come from very tough stock."
On being diagnosed as bipolar a decade ago:
"It
wasn't a shock at all, because when I was a kid, probably 6 or 7 years
old, I was diagnosed with ADD (attention deficit disorder). My mom
never wanted me to take Ritalin or any of those forms of
stimulant-oriented medications. ... I was always a real creative kid
with a very overactive imagination, which is why the arts always
appealed to me — arts and entertaining. So here I am, making a living."
On joining VELVET REVOLVER:
"I didn't want to just be
involved in a super group. I had a huge amount of respect for the guys
in the band, and I had a feeling it could be a big moneymaking venture.
But coming from a band that had just made such a huge mark on rock 'n'
roll and popular music ... I didn't want to get involved with something
that would detract from that."
"It was a real barnstormer right
out of the gate. It was like a neutron bomb, and I think it's gotten a
lot more streamlined since then, and a lot more sexual.
"But
this band has a lot of personalities in it. And I think there are times
when we are getting along fabulously, and there are times when we seem
to be on the edge of an internal explosion.
"I think that's what
made up great bands from the beginning of rock 'n' roll. What were the
odds of that happening twice, of finding a band where you can have that
sort of combination, that chemistry?"